I usually prefer a light background, but I find it harder to read any text with stark white staring at you the whole time. So I usually prefer having it black. But i change that sometimes. It is nightlike, I like that.
I think it works well this way as well. I somehow find it a bit more difficult to talk to someone who I am already personal with. Especially with telling them my opinion on something… somehow being invested in someone a great deal gets in the way for me. I’m glad you feel comfortable with me.
I care a lot, in a way, because I’ve always felt invisible. Not that that’s a bad thing, in fact I prefer it a lot, it’s easier that way when your only wish is to float through life. I’ve said this to a couple people, but if someone takes the time to say something to me or acknowledge me, I make a point of remembering them. Both consciously and unconsciously. It really means something to me. So if someone comes to me and tells me about their day or something important or even asks me for my opinion on something, it really amplifies that feeling. I care a lot in that way.
I don’t think anyone knows when that will be. But I think you will meet that person eventually. That doesn’t really make it any easier when people dismiss you, though. It’s a bad feeling and people can just be crappy sometimes. Sometimes you have to get through those kinds of people so you can figure out what kind of person meets your needs or what you would like in a friend. There’s not really a set person out there, so you just kind of have to feel around and see what other organic matter that we call a person fits you. I hope you can find that person who you feel does care.
Is there a reason you can’t look at it during the day? Or do you just prefer to look at it at night when you can be alone and relaxed.
This sounds like it was nice. Mmm, like I said I think the last time you messaged me, it seems like those are the nicest moments. When you can just be alone with someone doing things that you like and relax.