How long
will
it feel like burning…
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How are you supposed to sleep when your brain never shuts up??

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Love me for every shade of blue that I have hidden in the silent spaces between parentheses.
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If you were in a different body, would you have the same personality?
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It’s scary to think that there are words meant for me but were never said to me.
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I didn’t realize it, but the days came along one after another, and then two years were gone, and everything was gone, and I was gone.
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Anonymous: I'm getting bored in life too, every time I go up it feels like I go down twice. I'm stuck. I'm nowhere close where I should be. I feel like I've wasted too much time in a path that has taken me nowhere. I'm tired. I'm scared. I'm growing old and bitter. I haven't built good memories either. All the past 5 years of my life have been for nothing.

Why are you treating your past like a death sentence for your future? Anything that has happened before this moment does not have the authority over your future. Maybe there’s a reason these past fives years have felt like nothing or maybe it’s only in hindsight that you’re seeing this, but for whatever reason it is, it’s a fact. But that doesn’t mean the future or today has to be the same way. That’s something I have to tell myself too.  If one way of living isn’t working for you, try another. There’s no sense in repeating what has only left you feeling empty. Go about it however you see fit but don’t sit with a life that’s leaving you bored. 

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